sHaDoW's bLoG

09 Aug ~ National Day

Upon learning that i was emo, Raf didi asked me go over his house, since evening he had been asking me over till 10pm when i was preparing to go drinking liao. He came over fetched me with Mos and the moment when i was at his house, Jona asked what had happened... The 3 guys don't let me go out, despite i wanted to meet Kelly go geylang find Liang didi, even Sis called also no use, they just won't let me out... Haix, bring me for supper at Jalan Bersah then went Mustafa shopping lor. "Auntie" Jona really showed his man-power when shopping for food, going to picnic at Raf's house again. This was the first time we didn't go FLY on Saturday and ended up shopping at Mustafa, i know they're trying very hard to cheer me up, thanks bros... This is what i called BUDDIES!!! They are here for me when i needed someone by my side, I LOVE U GUYS LOTX!!!

10 Aug (Sun) went Boat Quay meet M for a drink. As i'm well known for my nonsense and noisy-ness, he also knew something's wrong with me when i was quiet. When Mr M sms saying he want to fetch me to work tomorrow, i knew he did it for his ic... Doesn't really mean to make things difficult for him by disturbing him but i just loved to make fun of him, bleah...  =P   Had wanted to meet S at amoy street but was too tired le, think i'm falling sick again, keep sneezing and body ache to the core so i headed home...

11 Aug (Mon) just as expected, i was sick... Serious headache, fever, sore throat and blocked nose. YUCKS!!! I hate medicine lor... Slept the whole day with my fone in silent mode, woke up to find alot of missed calls and msges... Rested early though i had slept the whole day, agreed to let Mr M fetched me to work tomorow, anyway i don't have any use of his ic also.

12 Aug (Tue) he came fetched me in L's car, was wondering if he's afraid my office people will gossip if i was seen in his car. Well, i know very well deep in my heart that this will be the last he'll be fetching me and all those jokes which we shared previously will stopped, we won't be like last time anymore. During these few days, i knew Kelly and Sis cared alot for me, and not forgetting Liang didi also... After work instead of meeting J for dinner i asked A out for a drink. A short drink at CONSPIRACY became war when we went over Red Antz to look for his friends. And i saw my friends there too but i controlled myself, gotta work the next day so didn't really drink much. A had funny friends, full of jokes and nonsense, make me laugh the whole night forgetting all my emoness... I thought martell's mixer is green tea but mine was beer... Taste funny, the kick even more funny, funny funny funny...

Basically couldn't really remember what i've been doing cause too long never blog le, only can remember whenever i'm at FLY on Friday and Saturday i'll sms Mr M to come find me after his drink at pub, and he did came down after 3am... ...

1 Aug (Fri) left work early to go home prepare myself for Buddy Jaosn's birthday. Went over to Kelly's house then took a cab to J8 collect cake, Bro Alex sent us over to meet Sis then didi sent us to FLY, reached there about 11plus. Immediately prepare to cut cake, funny cake that made everybody burst out laughing... As usual, sabo lor, i was the one who smashed the cake at buddy's face, this time die liao, he sure revenge on my birthday de, opps!!! Was still very sober when sms-ing with Bro E and Mr M, but when they reached i was already high le... Started drinking and craps with them, and i did alot of stupid and funny things (i didn't know till Kelly told me wheni was sober the next day) which i also laughed at my own actions. But i remembered going Jalan Bersah for dim-sum with Mr M, L and Kelly...

2 Aug (Sat) WY's birthday and as promised i meet him early for movie. It was a hard day, still hanging over from the war yesterday and it was first time in my life waking up so early as well as going out that when the sun's still so BIG in the sky. It was WY's birthday but he's the one who gave me a gift, keke... Watched The Mummy 3 at Vivo's Gold Class cinema, the seat is indeed alot more comfortable than house's sofa. After movie straight away walk over to FLY, super damn early lor, 9pm only... Gotta rot there liao... Tired is the only word that i can use to describe myself. Didn't really have the mood to drink or fly around... As usual, i'll sms Mr M to ask him come find me, and he did but i left after awhile when he reached cause Buddy they all going off le. Haix, though i don't wish to leave but no choice leh... When i was home, Mr M sms me asking why i left so early, and he won't be there if it wasn't for me, kinda felt bad about it...

3 Aug (Sun) had arranged to watch Money No Enough 2 with Mr M, he woke up at 7pm, came fetched me around 8plus, will be watching together with Bro E and J at Balestier's cinema. An ulu place but also full house, lucky got book tickets lor... After movie we went Toa Payoh Lor 8 for supper. Throughout our conversations then i realised that me and Mr M were living in the same block and also from the same primary school, too much of a coincidence le lah, i thought such senario can only be found in movies??? After knowing for quite some time, this was the first time we chatted when both aren't drinking...

At work we chatted in msn and also sms...

6 Aug (Wed) went Boat Quay for dinner with Sis and Kelly at Golden Cafe, followed by going over XZ's pub, CONSPIRACY... After a short drink we went to one of the pub at Tanjong Pagar to find Mr M and L as Mr M will be celebrating his birthday. He was announced drunk before 12mn after having the killer-drink, GraveYard (by me, Kelly and Sis)... Haix, drama till i don't know how to say, but what had happened will be kept in my memories, just between me and Mr M for that night... And messages he sent me... Though i didn't heard what he had shouted while L and Kelly were on the phone but i knew Kelly won't lie to me de. That sentence will be in my HEART!!! 8 Aug (Fri) J came fetched me form office to SSDC for my final theory test, and as expected by many people, i passed... Rested awhile at home, prepared myself then waited for Liang Didi to come fetch me, Kelly and Sis to J Bar @ M Hotel. After a short drink we went to GodFather (nightclub). When friends asked me where am i, and i replied GodFather, they said in shock that it was a nightclub, asking what am i doing there... I was emo the whole night, till Sis and Kelly buay tarhan that they kept my phone to stop me from sms-ing with Mr M. Reached FLY at 3plus, was already high till i didn't know he was there and Sis scolded him when she saw him... Out of sudden i just hugged Liang Didi and burst out crying... Don't wish to say much over here anymore as it'll only caused more hurt and sadness if he happened to read this. Just wana leave beautiful memories for the both of us since we still need to face each other. What he had previously said really made sense, i'm a special friend and he don't wana hurt the someone special... ... Thanks for making me your someone special, feel so honoured to be one and hope to have many more chances to drink with you again, my DEAREST SENIOR...!!!

Aiyo, 3 weeks never blog liao, kinda forget what have i done for the past 3 weeks... Age is catching up, memory space limited...

08 July (Tue) meet those funny buddies of mine at Newton Circus for seafood, and of course i'd recommend them either AGS or AG stall, but since i've never bring friends over to AG's so i do it today lor. Total there's 12 of us, and the super late comer is WY who had to foot the bill, so ke-lian... Made all of us wait for him since 7pm, he reached at almost 9pm all because he go put ang-gong, haix... After which all of us headed down to Bishan Park to relax. As we've had too much shell food at Newton therefore we didn't order our favourite 'hum'... Had so much fun and laughter with those guys sia, they really bring joy and colours to my life, THANKS buds!!!

11 July (Fri) was AG's birthday, he wanted to meet in the noon for lunch but i gotta work so had to disappoint him. Night time went movie with C at Vivo, to watch THE HELLBOY 2... After movie went home instead of FLY for Raf Didi's birthday celebration due to working day the next day.

12 July (Sat) slept the whole afternoon till 8plus after work. Woke up to prepare myself for FLYing session but was kinda lazy, but still have to drag myself down if not i'll receive penalty sia. Buddy J picked me up with Raf, J and AC to Punggol Park's BLISS before heading down to FLY. Reached there 1plus, told da-jie i'll be going MONO cause XZ was there, Mr D said, " Don't anyhow run, wait got trouble again like last week." I stunned for a moment, with question marks on my face, how did he know about it??? In fact that night i spent most of my time in XZ's room instead of FLYing around. Until EC and friends reached then i went down entertain awhile, but was 're-called' to the 2nd floor asking me to sing then i went back XZ's room again. W reached with friends so XZ extend to room till 6am for us, he sent me back... So long never sit his car le wor, my so-called 'lao gong', hehe... ...

16 July (Wed) had a gathering with my lovely gals, Belle, Regina and Linda. Meet for dinner at AMK after work, had budget dinner at Sumo House, still acceptable lah. Photo takings after dinner and we spotted something... Dr Fish!!! The famous fish therapy... They tried with fingers first but i was still hesitating, thinking i could slipped off with it but they suggested doing legs. Belle suddenly came out with 'ork lang bo tarn' (me), we agreed to do it together with no backing out. Linda and Regina were so brave that they put their legs into the pool first, Belle was screaming away like hell even when her legs weren't in yet, and i told myself that since Linda can do it so can i... So i gave my first time to the gals and fishes, but i was screaming till i sweat, grabbing hold of Regina's hand since she's besides me. After awhile ok liao, more of comfortable feeling rather than ticklish but Belle was still screaming and we took alot of her candid shots. HAHA!!! 'ORK LANG BO TARN' is who sia??? We had decided to go for the full body therapy together next month, must be very fun, awaiting for it... I love you gals, looking forward for more gatherings in the future.

05.07.2008 (SAT)

Quite some time didn't blog liao, also forgotten what have i done for the past 2 weeks but will slightly update what i can remember... As usual will FLY on weekends, with that group of funny buddies... Weekdays of course good gal stay at home lor... On 27 Jun, Friday i seemed to be rushing for time after work. Had to do manicure, dressed up mei-mei, go J8 wait for Alex Bro off work then picked up XiaoTu go Boat Quay, Jab1... Aiyoyo, saw my darling Joy and XZ wor... So long didn't see him liao, made me drink lor, and surprisingly he knew what i'd done at FLY sia... Antenna very long lor... Proceeded to FLY, by the time i'm there, i was quite high le... ... 28 Jun, Saturday morning woke up quite early to go for early lunch with mummy and BaoBei at Hougang Mall then followed by spending 3hrs at salon do rebonding. After which went home for a short rest then started preparing myself for FLYing session again. XZ was at Mono with friends so i joined him, at the same time can hide from those crazy drinkers downstairs... When i started to be re-called, i went downstairs for war liao. Saw many friends and i started drinking with them, even jio 3sec lor... The most fruitful thing for that night was i met a very long lost friend, Ah Liang... Glad that he still remembered me after so long, that's what friends are for sia... ... 29 Jun, Sunday noon S called me to tell me of those funny things which i'd done when i'm drunk... Keep on biting him, scold him and beat him... HAHA!!! Besides him, AC and WY are also my victims... hehe... Went Shenton Way Dennis Cafe for dinner with ST, JS and 1 more guy friend, then k-songs wor. But i got sore throat wor, so didn't sing much. They sent me to Bishan Park to meet up with the group as i'll be going JB with Jason... So sweet of them to left some 'hum' for me leh... Together with Jason, Shanas and Kelly we went JB eat, buy cig, buy dvd and wash car... 30 Jun, Monday, MC from work cause used up all my energy during the weekends. 01 Jul, Tuesday had dinner with XiaoTu, Ah Liang, Jason and 'teacher' at J8's 'wan-chai'... Mr 500 celebrating his birthday at the pub at Jalan Klapa so 3 of us went down to make him drunk... Since my birthday coming soon so i didn't joined in as i knew that they'll definitely sabo me until jia-lat jia-lat... Being single was really fun cause i can get all the fun and enjoyment when i'm with this group of buddies. Thanks for all the fun they'd given me... LOVE ALL OF YOU LOTX!!!

18 June, Wednesday

Today was supposed to support B at her first fashion show at THE CLUB HOUSE  but was cancelled cause it was postphoned to Thursday but she couldn't make it so had to miss it lor... Had arranged to meet XiaoTu at J8 for dinner after work but had to cancel it cause Best Friend, BigHead had some problems at workplace and wanted me to bo back with him to pack his things. Immediately after work i took a cab down to Bugis to meet him there, had dinner at my favourite 'wan-ton' mee stall before heading down to THE HAREM... So boring while he's packing his stuffs, but luckily i got PSP to play with. And when he's discussing some matters in the room, i took the opportunity to sing afew songs, mouth itchy mah, keke... ... Uncle W picked me from there at 9plus to go JB pump petrol. As it was our "bu neng shuo de mi mi" therefore i had to think of excuses not to let BigHead walked me to the car when Uncle reached. Slightly jam at Singapore custom... As usual, pump petrol, wash car and buy cigarettes before heading home... ...

Good Gal's Weekdays

10 June, Tuesday... 'Uncle W' picked me up at 10plus wanting to go JB pump petrol, the moment he reached my place it was raining cats and dogs lor... This stupid house here don't have shelter de, therefore he gotta come bring me over with umbrella, so windy that even got umbrella also wet lor. So onz wor, raining also can wash car, stupid uncle sia...

11 June, Wednesday... Mr C came fetched me after work, went Kallang Airport for dinner then headed straight home cause i wana finished the jap serial. It was a very touching  true life story about a 15yrs old gal with an incurable illness... Made me cry non-stop until eyes became so puffy lor, what moved me was what the male lead had done for the gal... Good show sia...

13 June, Friday... Again after work went home for a short rest then started preparing myself to meet 'Uncle W' go JB. Didn't FLY because tomorrow must work... Arrggghhhh!!! Stupid fellow love to make fun of me alot lor, don't even know what's so fun of making fun of me sia...??? The moment i reached home, i fell asleep soundly... It shows that i'm really very tired...

14 June, Saturday... After work quickly headed home to rest for tonight's FLYing session cause will be celebrating Col's birthday. Buddy Jason came fetched me after his dinner, waited for him and XiaoTu to change then went over fetched Raf Didi, B and S... It was almost 12mn when we reached, birthday boy already half gone le. Still managed to snap alot of funny pics of Col... Had a wonderful time drinking here and there with those people that i know... Mr D act CHUCKY with the ice tong, Jaosn and Raf became his victims... Suddenly i spotted 2 familiar faces lor, E and M (my company's supplier). As usual, we'll go Telok Blangah market for breakfast but so sad that no black black carrot cake cause stall not yet open for business... Yeah, i'm the first to be dropped, though this was the first time i reached home as early as 6plus but i slept at 8am lor. Best friend, BigHead called me... It had been quite some time we had heart to heart talk liao. Nobody understand me as much as he does, i really appreciate what he had for me, just that don't know how to express myself... Anyway, i believe he knows i do appreciate, glad to have him such a good best friend who's always doing things quietly behind my back for me... ...

04 June, Wednesday... ... After work meet Buddy Jason, XiaoTu, Raf DiDi, JK and S for dinner at Beach Road de "Da Chang Jin". It's a korea style buffet, Buddy owe me this meal due to our bet, keke... Really had so much fun when i'm with them, even during eating also so much jokes. After dinner went Bishan Park Explorer Zone to relax, too full to have our favourite 'hum' liao... After our drinks J sent me home to take passport, going JB pump petrol  and buy cigarettes loh!!!

07 June, Saturday... ... Came back office do something quite urgent, took my storeman's car go Bukit Batok meet W after work. He picked me up at West Mall then we headed for JB. Aiyo, stuck in the jam for 2hrs at Singapore lor, from BKE till custom. Had my favourite wanton mee at Holiday Plaza while his car was being 'bathe' at the shop opposite... After sending me home, i rested awhile then start preparing myself for party tonight. Hmmmmm, 1 week plus never drink le, got the craving for it sia... Meet WM at Boat Quay, Vivien and Juan came find me after their dinner. Had so much candid shots taken, crazy gals we are... J picked me up go FLY, the moment i was there Buddy Jason punished me liao, followed by Ivan then Mr D. They want my life lor... As usual we'll go for breakfast before heading home... Always laughed till heads off during breakfast cause there'll be some idiots doing monkey acts when high or drunk, the monkey for that day was S lor, really damn stupid and funny, his video clip was taken by me, HAHA!!!

07 June, Sunday... ... Had dinner with family at Serangoon, father sent me to Serangoon Garden meet Raf Didi and Mos. Waited for the rest to reach Didi's house, relax and chatted about their wakeboarding in the afternoon. Wei, Didi, Jaosn and me went JB... Had wanton mee again, buy cigarettes and dvd... OMG!!! Heavy traffic jam at Malaysia custom, then tyre punctured... Had to make our way out slowly till we reached Singapore. Spent so many hours at a petrol kiosk at Marsiling, so tired that i slept in car while waiting for Jason's father to reach... YAWNX!!!

~ LOVE ~ specially for "UNCLE"

True love is neither physical, nor romantic...

True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be...

"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her..."

So if you love someone be faithful to that person...

Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to give...

Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then you'll know how to treasure...

Treasure what you have right now, or else you will regret one day...

GENTING TRIP

27 May 2008, Tuesday... ... Work halfway "Uncle" msn me asking if i'm interested to go GENTING this weekend. As i've been yearning for GENTING so i agreed. As i couldn't find another gal to go with me so last minute therefore have to sleep same room with "Uncle" liao... Everything was confirm on Wednesday...

29 May 2008, Thursday... ... Went AMK Hub shop for some stuffs, J and XT came meet me after having dinner at home. Went over Serangoon Garden Liquid Kitchen la-kopi together with Raf and S joined us too, after that went over to a pub, Fantasie to sing afew songs before going back to pack my bag for tomorrow's Genting trip.

30 May 2008, Friday... ... Woke up early to go for my manicure and double check my stuffs incase i missed out anything. Everybody was telling me that i should bring my whole toilet over as i always took a very long time to bathe... "Uncle" picked me up at 12.30pm then went over somewhere near Parklane to wait for his boss and the rest of his friends who will be going too. Waited and waited till 3plus 4pm then we set off, it was raining quite heavily but when we reached Tuas 2nd Link, no rain wor... "ke-lian" de "Uncle" so suay wor, first time drive to Genting and yet got to endure with the pain from his wisdom tooth. By the time we reached KL already 8plus liao, and when finally reached Genting it was 10pm le. After checking in and getting everything done, it was quite late le so after eating at the cafe we went straight to casino liao. "Uncle" super gambler lor, can gamble without feeling tired, i stayed with him till 5am then alone go back room to sleep, when i woke up at 9plus the next morning, he still not back yet sia... The deluxe room which we had took couldn't be extened therefore had to landup with budget room liao. Haix... Had dim-sum at Ah Yat Abalone Restaurant, the 3 guys went casino again while we 3 gals went shopping but clothes all buay gum de lor though all having sales right now. Had dinner at Ah Yat Abalone Restaurant too, after dinner "Uncle" and me checked into our budget room, kinda strange not because its smaller than our deluxe room but it's a kind of unexplainable feeling but i couldn't care much cause the night before didn't really sleep much so i was quite tired, same for "Uncle" too, he more power, more than 24hrs never sleep liao... He slept at 9plus while i'm still watching tv till 10.30pm... ...

It was already Sunday morning 9plus when i woke up from my beauty sleep, "Uncle" went casino while i prepared myself and we checked out at 12noon. Then he asked if i heard noises in the middle of the night but i never lor... "Uncle" heard drilling noise coming from the toilet, not once but twice, and when he went to have a look the noise will stopped. OMG!!! After having our lunch the rest went walk walk while i accompained  "Uncle" to casino... As it had been raining for the past 2 days, so no outdoor games, SIANX!!! I didn't really spent much cause all on "Uncle" sia... Hee... THANKS many many... *muackx* We left at 5pm, a long journey back... And it was during halfway that i recalled my water suddenly became small while i was bathing, was it mok-mok??? So creepy lor... But it's unavoidable de lor cause Genting is famous for its 'dirtiness'... Ha, "Uncle" friends had mistaken me for his gf ba, while the rest not around, J asked if i'm his gf but my answer was no and we're just friends only... But can't blame them for mistakening also cause we slept in the same room, he carried my bag for me, served me while eating and etc, some little acts which others might mistaken too if they saw...

ps: "Uncle" really took great care of me during this trip, kinda sweet... While on the way back he suddenly asked when i wana find bf to settle down cause i not young anymore, infact he had asked this before liao lor. So i say him back he single also, and he said for guys is ok de, so feel like telling him because he don't want me lor but don't have to courage to say out... Not even in the most joking manner... Haix... ... Didn't took much photos also cause the rest not as crazy as me, taking photos wherever i go, so not much pics to upload lor, only afew individual pics nia...

My Weekends

23 May 2008, it was a Friday and obviously i'm a good gal cause i never FLY... Sleep early, have to go back office tomorrow lor...

24 May 2008, went back office to finish up my work... Prince Simon came fetched me in his 'white horse' (BMW), it was a nice ride. Rested awhile when reached home then start preparing myself for tonight's dinner with KA. He picked me up at 6plus then went over his bro's house to go over Joo Chiat for steamboat. WOW!!! So 'xin-fu' cause this is the first time i'm being served all the way by KA. Whenever my plate's empty he'll filled my plate with meat and he even shelled prawns for me. After dinner get one of his friend to help me pick up XiaoTu to go to a pub at Bugis. Civic turbo... Fast ma??? HAHA... Went to PUB 33 at Bugis for awhile before getting KA to send us gals to FLY at 12plus. The moment i reached there, kana sabo by Buddy Jason and the rest of those guys started to disturb and made fun of me cause 1 week plus never see my face there liao. Stupid Shanas, Raf Didi and Mr D kept tickling me lor... Arrggghhhh... ... Had a wonderful night drinking and playing with those buddies of mine. But started to get tired around 3plus cause feel like sleeping liao... Still managed to stay till end and went to Telok Blangah for supper, or should i say is breakfast??? Think this is the first time i went there sober lor...

25 May 2008, its Sunday and as usual we'll meet up and go Bishan Park for 'hum'. This time really got 'hum' to eat liao cause is the boss personally call Buddy Jason to tell him he'll prepare for us... Left at 12plus to go home take passport, went in JB with Buddy , Shanas and another gal. So miss the 'wanton mee' at JB that i ate 1 plate half and had 2 bowls of dumpling soup. Heavy supper sia... It was already almost 4am when i reached home, tired tired tired...